I failed. I failed at keeping up with this blog, and I feel like I have failed at keeping up with my life.
I started writing this post almost 6 months ago. I have since written two (I think?) other posts, and still failed at regularly updating on anything to do with wedding planning, let alone my life. Probably nobody reads this anymore. That would be great, actually, then I could say whatever I wanted without fear of repercussions. Might not be a good idea. The truth is, I think I needed this blog when I started it, and if I could get myself to continue, I might be far better off.
Anywho, just breathing is something I don't feel like I'm doing particularly well right now, along with just about everything else. Do you ever feel like that? Like you're doing absolutely everything and absolutely nothing, and absolutely none of it to any kind of acceptable standard?
Ever since we moved from our old apartment/house/condo, whatever you want to call it, life has kind of sucked. There have been some ups and some positive changes, but mostly, it sucks. I'm sorry. It sucks to give up a more or less amazing, spacious, comfortable nice home where you can have all your stuff and do all the things you need to do and like to do and can relax and enjoy your life, then to end up first living in someone else's house - let alone your future father in law's - and then living in, let's be honest, a fairly crappy, too small, way too expensive for what it is, even though it's way less than the old place, one bedroom (that can barely be described as such) apartment .
